...Such eventful months.

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My last blog entry was in October 2013. I have almost 4 months to persevere in my studies and my life generally, and I must say... I REALLY HAVE. I will write a list of things that have happened, good and bad in these months because so much has happened and it's so long to write as a paragraph.


  • I celebrated my 18th birthday in December,
  • Had an amazing house party a few days later and had my first kiss
  • Went to my country of origin and it was amazing, I had a cultural epiphany
  • Had holiday blues
  • Went to a couple of clubs
  • Still struggled with weight loss.
  • Have a second gorgeous nephew.
I have discovered that life is not about size and how you look, but how you feel about yourself and that will definitely project on the outside. I must say though after coming back from my holiday, I had quite a glow. My first(second) kiss was not as amazing as I thought it would be. Maybe because I was drunk, maybe because I knew the boy for ages so it was hardly romantic. Now that I am eighteen I feel like I have taken my first steps into adulthood. It feels weird because I still feel like a child. That could be because I am the youngest of my whole family. Now that my sister has had her baby though, I feel like I have matured in getting things for him and even just looking at him, I feel like I should do well and be a good role model to him, that was one thing I could not do for my first nephew because I was about 3 when he was born. I try to show him that life is not just about friends and parties though, and now is the best time to put your head down and focus. I have taken my own advice on board and am doing much better. 

Anyway, I do have some work to do, so I can't just sit here and type my stresses away, otherwise there really will be something to stress over.

Cleopvtrv
xoxoxoxox

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