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Well, I have never felt so low in my life. I received my results for the two exams, and they were terrible. I don't even want to say what I got. All I can say is that I feel awful now that I have done them. I thought I could work hard on my studies and my weight, and other elements of my life and I could become a better person. That hasn't worked because last week I was 11 st 5 and now I am 11 stone 10 and a failure. I just feel like crap and I don't really know what to do with my life. I just want to hide in a hole and die. I seriously don't know what I can do. Just starve myself until I get to where I want to be? Not even socialise so that I can get good grades? Close myself off from all my friends so that even during lunch and break I am in a separate room studying? Up until now I have spent ages studying by myself, and I just don't understand. I haven't been able to blurt out my feelings because I just haven't had time. I STILL LIKE DABOY. I had a conve...