(No longer) Teenage (but still a) Dreamer

My last blog entry was in October 2013. I have almost 4 months to persevere in my studies and my life generally, and I must say... I REALLY HAVE. I will write a list of things that have happened, good and bad in these months because so much has happened and it's so long to write as a paragraph. I celebrated my 18th birthday in December, Had an amazing house party a few days later and had my first kiss Went to my country of origin and it was amazing, I had a cultural epiphany Had holiday blues Went to a couple of clubs Still struggled with weight loss. Have a second gorgeous nephew. I have discovered that life is not about size and how you look, but how you feel about yourself and that will definitely project on the outside. I must say though after coming back from my holiday, I had quite a glow. My first(second) kiss was not as amazing as I thought it would be. Maybe because I was drunk, maybe because I knew the boy for ages so it was hardly romantic. Now that I am eig...

I'd like to start by saying I was meant to post this ages ago, Halloween to be exact so here it is: Happy Halloween, and a happy birthday to my Mother Dearest, although she has been really annoying today, must be because we spoiled her today. It's been a long time since I wrote my last entry. It's as if every time I look back on this, I feel as if I have matured so much more since the last entry. Oh, boy what can I say? I have started year 13 as a new person, in a new light. I have been so focused in my lessons, doing the work that needs to be done, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT IS HALF TERM AND I HAVE FINISHED MOST OF MY WORK?! I have so much to do anyway, it's painful. I have finished my personal statement for the universities available for me, and I feel like I have literally walked into a new chapter in my life. However, my diary entries will remain, as coming back to it is so therapeutic for me, it makes me feel so much better! Daboy has left for university now, so I don...